So today Nathan came and did worship for us at DDT. My first reaction to that was great another time that I get to try to enter in, end up empty and questioning God again. But somehow this time was different. I really dont know how but at the end of worship time I wasn’t questioning about God, but more along the lines of why did I feel like that, and how come God works in so many ways. At times when you think you can’t handle it anymore, He always seems to be there. So many times I have wondered when people tell me if God brought you to it, He will bring you through it. But if can allow so much into your life that you feel you can’t handle it, how can that be what you can handle in His eyes. When it comes to worship, every emotion that is in me just wants to come out. I want to break out and worship and just go crazy for God and fall to me knees, but its just so hard. Today was different. I wasn’t falling to my knees but it just seemed like everything was coming out when Nate was praying. When I woke up this morning, thoughts of how am I going to make it through today were spinning in my head, but now, its more I’m ready for youth tonight, and I can’t wait to enter in. People say stuff about its your choice if you enter in or not and I understand that now. Tonight is going to be different at youth.
Worship Wonders August 6, 2008
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That’s so awesome Catherine. Yeah my favourite time anyday is when I get to worship. But yeah giving your all to God in worship and not caring what other people think of you when you lift your hands, kneel down or jump around is probably the best feeling anyone could ever have on this earth. Believe me I speak from experience.
Love ya sis.